The Tangled Roots of Identity “In all of us, there is a hunger, marrow-deep, to know our heritage – to know who we are and where we came from.” Alex Haley As I watch my young son grow in a
Now that you have lost another version of you, walk out through the new moon in the spruces and lie down in the deep of the clearing. Listen: they are still here, the wild things, migrations moving on again from
I sit in front of the television, Images staring at me Like a mongoose trying to snatch back its fair share Like leaves teasing from a branch Like me looking at you and thinking Thinking if your fingers still feel
Bird love As I write these pieces, Spring is not quite fully in the air, but close enough. It arrives later in my city, here in Canada. The freezing nights and warm days are turning the sidewalks and back alleys into skating
A perfect seaside filter coffee leaves a caramel bitterness on the tongue Even in company, the crashing waves of the sea only remind of the disconsolate need for love. A passing fortune teller offers to read my palm. It is not
The first time I decided to go on a solo trip (to Gokarna) a few years back, I remember feeling excited, nervous and happy. The same feelings in varying intensities enveloped me this time also, as I decided to go
Kite running days An ambery summer Lay on harvested crops. Our salad days flapped like Dragonflies. We piled up pebbles under Shade of the giant Albizia. Tween us in loosen plaits And frocks with un-tied knots. Shrieks and squeals about the
A soft whiff of air knocking at my window, table of good thoughts turned over. An effort to sew the wound of past, the mask fell off, eyes betraying heartache. Gloom blocking the view of silence, mind forgot to think
“The longing to touch…I feel gratitude when I touch someone — as well as affection etc. The person has allowed me proof that I have a body — and that there are bodies in the world. — Susan Sontag, from As
On the way back from the hospital I ask in the rickshaw — Why this life-long marination in nature and language? Why go desperately Sensing the too-named Naming the too-sensed? Where do I go gutfully as seasons blaze through me?
Sister, look at the moon fret with you above Mt. Luna. He knows the fiefdom of dissenting clans is upon you, somewhere in a countryside where poetry never had a chance. The fire in the mountains is a torrid metaphor you have to
Once, while returning from a conference by the metro bus in the bustling city of Istanbul, I witnessed a fair-statured woman with an autistic girl getting in and taking their seats in the rear. The woman appeared in a perfectly calm disposition;
Let me tell you what peace is. Peace is, watching your friend make a house into a home. It is watching her snuggle next to her child her arms wrapped around his little body, protecting him from the world. Peace
The film Mrs Chatterjee vs Norway (Directed by Ashima Chibber/2023) has elicited strong appreciation from audiences. This largely emotional response is due to empathy for the character, which is aided by the sometimes loud, but mostly moving performance of Rani Mukherjee.
A wrinkled fleshly fruit plucked out of my womb They asked me if I want to look and feel and hold Angry, I turned my head away, an emphatic no For the pain the wriggling brat had given me so
The moon floats like a differentiation over our garden wall. Eleven alley cats croon. Stocking cap or a hat without a brim, well tethered eleven. Philanthropic Propensities For Injustice The man at the bar seems to know me, comments on
The world shifts on its axis when it dawns on you that your parents are not the font of knowledge and wisdom the epitome of perfection not gods, but imperfect, fallible human beings with dreams and desires a life beyond parenthood.
In March 2022, my friend Chandita Mukherjee sent me this photograph taken 45 years ago. Two bright-eyed young women in their twenties, sitting on the edge of a crescent moon, gaze upon the viewer, a slight smile on their faces. The
It was the month of June, a rainy June, as it is every year in Kerala. I was pregnant and was supposed to deliver my baby on May 26th. I was excited, scared, anxious and thrilled – not able to comprehend the
Nishi Pulugurtha In Conversation with Jhilam Chattaraj ‘the brown leaf between barbed wires that draw borders stuck held up and hanging’ — Nishi Pulugurtha Raindrops on the Periwinkle (Writers Workshop, Kolkata, 2022) is a volume of form poems – haiku,
I sit and stare off into the void. Wrapped in inky blackness, the sky’s many twinkling stars keep a wary eye on me, I can feel it. My thoughts play a song; notes of an old song, from a
In January, Assam Chief Minister Himanta Biswa Sarma announced that a “statewide drive will be launched against child marriage, booking men marrying girls below 14 years of age under Protection of Children from Sexual Offences (POCSO) Act, and those marrying girls
I ran hysterically and had no idea what was happening! The village was haunted and dark; only the stars gave me courage. Ghostly silence of humanity, and only a bat flapped its wings, and an owl hooted far away in