July 2023

Cleansing

The dried yellowed leaf, Disowned by the rigid tree, Still dream of the green, Of the roots and seed. Brown was all around, Or to put it right it was black, But the leaf still saw green, Inside out all dreamy green.
July 25, 2023

Bitter orange @ 2 am

The halfmoon cruelly glowers a chiascuro profile in the smist (cool air dulled by heavy smoke) that wafts upslope from the campfires of misguided tourists travelling to the 6th extinction while notifications ping phones across the sleepless valley.
July 25, 2023

Letter To My Daughter

I know     it is frightening        my darling          your body is seeping blood             like a sewer runnel               from the centre of you                  red like the trail of some wounded creature                     leading in streaks and smears                       straight back to the secret                           the
July 25, 2023

How Dare They

how dare they tell her what she may be born, dead or un-free how dare they tell her not to whistle or how her mouth curls sexily as she speaks of freedom from their bottled notions of beauty how dare they tell
July 25, 2023

The Summer of My Freedom

The sofa smelled like toast. My head had been forced into its corner. The upholstery was frayed in this part, and I could see a tiny brown piece of bread tucked into a crevice in the cushion. This would be the
July 25, 2023

Motherhood Taught Me to Stop Dishing Out Advice

Nothing prepared me for motherhood. Nothing at all. Not my 20 years of professional experience, nor my 17-18 years of experience of running the household for my mother who hated the job, nor taking care of my father through his one-year
July 25, 2023

Denied Permission to Visit My Father’s Grave

It was cool and breezy with intermittent rains on 14 July 2022 – Mumbai’s maddening monsoon showed its divine mercy on my father’s funeral. As I recited the Quran and let my tears flow, I couldn’t help but marvel at the
July 25, 2023

Cook, Love, Remember

This is an edited version of a piece I wrote over three years ago, when we, as an extended family, decided to remember my mother’s 100th birth anniversary by bringing out a book of her recipes. I volunteered to put it
July 25, 2023

Ego Work

When I say a big ego I mean a male ego I mean my ego is a male and a big one at that He knocks us down with doubt and sarcasm pros and cons and taunts an image to maintain
July 25, 2023

The Cloud-Capped Star (Meghe Dhaka Tara)- Book Review

Manishita Dass, The Cloud-Capped Star [Meghe Dhaka Tara]. London: BFI, 2020. Ritwik Ghatak and His Cinematic Theatricality: Realism and Melodrama, Myth and Melancholy, Aesthetics and Politics   Cinematic Theatricality Manishita Dass’s poignant, poetic and magisterial BFI (Classics series) monograph, The Cloud-Capped
July 25, 2023

Imperfections

I am a lover of imperfections Drawn to the rugged arches of  My backyard patio And the haphazard petunias  In the rough black window boxes. I do not crave  The neatly manicured lawn With the perfect robin Pecking at the perfect
July 25, 2023

Happy (?) Diwali- Photo Story

As soon as October arrives, the remarkable diversity of Indian culture can be seen through a plethora of festivals celebrated differently across the country.  Most of us are thrilled for this festive season to begin so that we may meet our
July 25, 2023

The Face

If you share the correct OTP, a face will be delivered to your doorstep. This face is a plateau — a cumulation of lakes darkened by screen time; miles of Instagram glide over beginnings of a body, body of a
July 25, 2023

The Colonial

Zareena and her childhood friend Sydney sat in a Mexican restaurant at a bar beneath dim lights, waiting for Sydney’s friend Katie to arrive. It would be Zareena’s first time meeting Katie. Sydney had told Zareena that Katie had recently broken up
July 25, 2023

Kadam Badhayenge Safal Kahelayenge

We will Progress, We will be Called Successful: The Question of Woman in Amar Jyoti Introduction Studies have pointed to how the vexed question of women’s oppression and ways of mitigating it largely through legal and social reform and the emancipation of
July 25, 2023

Women and Words -Paper Collage Series

Art has long been a powerful medium through which individuals can explore and express intricate emotions, complex narratives, and profound ideas. In the realm of artistic expression, paper collage stands as a versatile and captivating form that merges fragments of various elements
July 25, 2023

My World

my world has three bedrooms two bathrooms and one kitchen but I know of things that happen in your world too I know the days when your boss scolds you when he threatens to fire you you come storming inside slamming the
July 25, 2023

A cup of Steaming Tea

1. The sun on the face the chill of a winter morn a cup of steaming tea a book. Bliss incarnate. 2. I burn like ice I melt like dew In the heat of your touch in the fire of your love.
July 25, 2023

A Mum- Loaned to Me

Soon after my first birthday, my mum died of a sudden heart attack, leaving my heartbroken father with ten children to care for. I was the youngest, and besides my incredibly patient and caring father, I had many older sisters
July 25, 2023